i'm feeling unhappy today.
dreamt that I didn't get into nus last night. woke up in cold sweat.
i'm feeling small today.
seeing people receiving their offer letters really doesn't make me feel better.
i'm taking it out on everyone else.
i don't care if everybody walks out on me. u understand? no you don't understand.
i'd rather see the letter now more than anything else.
so what if it's a rejection letter? at least i won't have to go through hell everyday.
you know how it feels? You feel happy during work.. then just when u feel happiness, u find that darn worry dragging u into limbo again. everything i do, i see, i feel, i'm tied to chains.
True. it's not everything. but now, it's almost everything to me.
i feel small... smaller.. smallest.. so small..